Dying For Sex

by Wondery
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When Molly's diagnosed with stage IV breast cancer, she decides to do something bold: she leaves her unhappy marriage and embarks on a series of sexual adventures to help her feel alive. She shares the funniest and most touching details with her closest friend, host Nikki Boyer. As they peel back the layers, we learn that Molly isn’t just grappling with breast cancer: she's also dealing with some trauma from her past. Along the journey, the friends explore bigger themes that affect us all -- like healing, forgiveness and what do we do with the time we have left.

From Wondery, the makers of The Shrink Next Door and Imagined Life, Dying for Sex is a six-part series about friendship, sex and love, and overcoming adversity. Hosted by Nikki Boyer.

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  • MacSunny05
    Tears
    This is the most profound podcast I have ever listened to. Molly was an unbelievably intuitive person. Thank you for telling her story with her, I’m still crying because of her story, her life, your friendship, her honesty, so many things. Even the men seem like great people somehow. So well done.
  • Kweezie82
    Thank you!
    Molly‘s story and the way you shared it, not only as her best friend but as an incredibly talented podcast artist touched my heart in so many ways! What a beautiful story! I laughed, I cried, and then I cried a lot more! Thank you so much for sharing! I could feel the beauty of Molly’s soul in your words.
  • Reddlass
    Life Changing
    This was the first Podcast I’ve ever listened to. It was fantastic and heartwarming to look into the friendship of these two ladies. For me it was like someone put me in a Yahtzee jar and shook me up and poured me out on a table. It had me doing some soul searching. Thank you Nikki and Molly for being so transparent. I believe this Podcast will help people. God bless you both as I’m sure your tied together forever.
  • Susnurse46
    Great Podcast
    I enjoyed the honesty and vulnerability in this podcast. It’s very multifaceted. It’s about self discovery, sexual awakening, friendship, death, and how to let go. Fabulous.
  • Kimbelieves
    Thank you
    Just finished last episode. I laughed I cried I grieved and rejoiced. Mollys story was just so moving and powerful. I didn’t want it to end I wasn’t ready to let her go. I’m now reading her book.
  • hettlers
    Seriously did not know how bad I needed this show ❤️
    Well I just finished ugly crying walking into my clinical rotation (I’m a nursing student). Thank you, for sharing all! I was diagnosed with cancer 5 years ago, and I recall the day I decided to start living instead of waiting for the next call to let me know what I ultimately already knew. Thank you for putting life into prospective. Beautiful work and has left a lasting impression on me and my journey ❤️
  • lalapinecourt
    It really is a great podcast.
    This was a hilarious podcast, I enjoyed it very much. I am sad realizing Molly is gone.
  • chgrpads
    Phenomenal
    I love the way Molly chose to live her life. To stand up and live life to the fullest with her terminal diagnosis was amazing. I could only hope to have that mindset in her situation. Grateful that she agreed to share her story with us. Such a positive attitude. I picture Molly on the other side pain free living it up.
  • Cgokada
    Season 2 got me crying too!
    I was very surprised at how engaged I was with season one. It’s a standout among my favorite podcasts. I didn’t think season two could follow that, How can you follow that? Well, here I am crying for completely different reasons. Oh my heart… What a great podcast!
  • Mandi w an I
    Thank you
    Molly. You. Incredible. I’m crying right now for both of you. Thank you so much.
  • Jkrahne
    Wow.
    I couldn’t stop listening. What a beautiful story, what an awesome reminder how fragile life is …we all should live more like Molly! Thank you for letting us share in your guys’ friendship, this podcast made me laugh so hard then bawl!
  • Lizz112
    Loved it! A new favorite
    This was such a great podcast. I laughed, I cried, I was thoroughly entertained. What an amazing friendship! Such a gift.
  • SSlincNe
    Emotional Rollercoaster
    This podcast is phenomenal. I literally binged it in one day. One moment I was laughing out loud, the next tears were falling, then right back to giggling. This friendship is so beautiful. Have already recommended it to my friends.
  • Lettermom99
    Loved it!
    One of the best pod casts I’ve heard in a while! The love and friendship they have is a once in a lifetime. Excellent!
  • LainerlyS
    Wow wow wow
    This is one of the best podcasts I have listened to. It’s funny, honest, heartbreaking, inspiring, etc. If you need a beautiful story about friendship/ sisterhood, this is it. If you need to expand the way you view the world, this is it. And if you need a good cry, this is it.
  • HistoMama23
    What an amazing tribute
    I cried, I texted my best friend and told her how much I love her. Nikki’s love for Molly and vice versa is incredible.
  • USA Mknitter
    Appreciated Molly’s vulnerability and honesty
    I learned about Nikki Boyer in 2020 with her Daily Smile podcast but only recently of Dying for Sex. This podcast helped me to understand better why one of my sisters who had breast cancer twice over the past 5 years did NOT want to share it with the rest of us siblings. I disagree with Molly’s premise for getting out of her marriage (hence the 4 stars) and going “full throttle” with sex, but … it’s sad that she looked everywhere else for meaning except to God, who was in the beginning, now and in the everlasting—and the creator and sustainer of life even when we cannot understand evil, disease, hunger, war and everything else that man/Earth is facing today — and since the beginning of man at the time man/woman tried to be on the same level as God. Thank you, Nikki, for pushing Molly’s story out into the public. It helped me to understand a little bit better what someone dealing with cancer faces.
  • Whylenny
    Thank you thank you
    Thank you
  • losam
    Beautiful tribute
    So raw and honest. What a beautiful tribute to Molly. She lives on in the heart of all of us who got a glimpse into her life and fell in love with her spirit.
  • J-meeeeee
    Nikki your doing it.
    This was an amazing listen, far from my normal podcast. But just what a mom in her 30’s needed to bring me back to reality. Nikki you are doing a great job with mollys story, legacy, and memory. This podcast left feeling like molly was my friend and I will miss her. 🥰
  • ketolowcarber
    Thank you
    Two-time breast cancer survivor here. I just want to say thank you. I have no words on how beautiful this experience has been listening to you two.
  • BambiKrahulcsan
    Thank you both
    It’s 2023 and just discovered this! So moving and inspiring. The best most meaningful podcast I’ve listened to.
  • text_only
    Beautiful and heartbreaking
    I beat stage IIIC Breast Cancer diagnosed at age 40, in 2021. This is the first podcast I’ve been able to listen to that talks about stage IV metastatic disease, which is my biggest fear, as you might imagine. Thank you both. I feel so grateful to have heard a small part of Molly’s legacy. For Molly, I will LIVE. 💞
  • Heartmeh
    I cried while driving lol
    I cried…. It made me think about too !
  • An defghijkkl
    Thank you…
    What a beautiful, eloquent, fascinating exploration of sex, life… and death. I had the pleasure of meeting Molly through Nikki many years ago. She is exactly as I remember her: beautiful, witty, so freaking intelligent, fun, kind, accepting, I could go on and on. I wish I had the privilege of spending more time with her when she was alive; but I am truly grateful for “Dying for Sex”, as it gave me that gift here in this podcast experience. Thank you Nikki, and thank you Mollie. 💜🙏🏻
  • NattyKnucks
    More than sex
    Fantastic podcast. The sex stories are fun to hear about, but this is a story about friendship, being intimate with others and with yourself, and death. Can’t recommend this podcast enough. Will definitely read Molly’s memoir. Just be sure you’re somewhere where you don’t mind crying for the last episode.
  • MLS729
    Incredible
    Inspiring, beautiful, heart-wrenching, and profound. I feel…changed. Can’t recommend this podcast enough!
  • L_Van82
    Amazing!
    This podcast is AMAZING!!
  • Melissa8166
    My favorite podcast ever
    You will laugh and cry and everything in between. Such a great show.
  • Briasweet
    Amazing
    I am currently listen to the last episode and crying! I feel like I have fallen in love with how cool, sweet and amazing she was and listen to her go breaks my heart that there is one less amazing person like this in the world. I don’t know if Nikki still reads these but she is amazing too and gives us so much of her in with Molly. I love the story and I feel as if I have lost a friend and I didn’t even know Molly. I hope the family is ok but definitely give this a listen!
  • Jo Brianne An
    Absolutely amazing
    I listened to this podcast in 2 whole days. It was just amazing. It was funny and inspiring and just amazing
  • bfjsi
    I hate coming up with titles…
    But this podcast is really extraordinary. The chemistry between Nikki and Molly is amazing. The storytelling and arch is everything. Ugly cried my way through mowing my yard the last episode lol. I’ve recommended this podcast to so many.
  • MaggieS1021
    Simply the best
    Simply the best podcast I’ve ever listened to and quite honestly the only one I would revisit for another listen. It’s funny, dark, sad, thoughtful and the only podcast that has ever inspired me to be a better person and a more supportive friend. This is a “must listen”!!!
  • Wenchiewilliams
    Raw Honesty
    My heart is both broken and overflowing with emotion. I have a new understanding of my own heart, mind, and sense of self. Beautiful, soul shattering story of connection.
  • Ffwife7
    Tough listen but worth it
    I think anyone can take a little piece of this podcast and use it to better their lives. Thank you Nikki for sharing this with us. Please continue to let us know how you are doing, and the signs you receive from Molly. Carpe Diem!
  • MadelineTripp5461
    Beautiful, Funny, Heartbreaking
    This podcast had been sitting in my “want to listen to” list for a very very long time, and I finally decided to give it a go. I have absolutely binged it this week, getting wrapped up in Molly’s story, her friendship with Nikki, and the way that her story has been shared. I was shocked, I laughed, and was extremely emotional by the end. A story told between two best friends, and one as emotional and interesting as Molly’s, is just the kind of content that pulls at your heartstrings in both sad and beautiful ways. After I hit send on this, I’ll be figuring out where to buy Molly’s book.
  • Douglas Ochoa
    The most real Podcast ever!
    This has been the most real, heart felt, sexy, raunchy, and the most honest podcast I have ever heard. It’s just superb story, told by two BF! AWSOME!
  • Beans294
    Beautiful podcast
    Just finished season 1, and I honestly think it’s the best podcast I’ve ever listened to. It’s sexy and stimulating, but also wholesome and sweet, and ultimately moving and profound. Much love to Molly and Nikki, what a gorgeous story. Thank you for sharing.
  • Ourkindatown
    I am slayed
    Just finished season one and I am a wreck – in the best possible way. What a moving story and what a lovely tribute from one friend to another. I know you’re floating in the cosmos, Molly, and I’m glad you’re at peace.
  • cecelia8
    Loved it
    Highly recommend this podcast. So sad to hear about the hosts passing but her legacy lives on.
  • Judy761R
    wonderful testament to friendship
    I couldn’t stop listening. I was dreading a long drive & this podcast kept me company. It was was silly, crazy, and heart wrenching. Most of all I think it was about two strong woman and their fantastic friendship. Bravo!
  • sydneysmom2020
    What a gift!
    Molly, you have no idea how much you are loved and what you have given to us. I love her humor, her spirit and what she left for us. Nikki, thank you for sharing this with the whole world. You are such a gift. I wished I’d known her. This was so heartfelt and amazing! Now I must read her book. Thank you so much. 🙏❤️
  • LaShon T
    I loved this podcast!
    I LOVE Molly! Her courage, strength and willingness to share her story with the world. I don’t think I could have stayed strong and optimistic like she did. She lived life to the fullest and didn’t let cancer define her. You guys made me laugh out loud more times than I can count! Nikki you are an amazing friend & you rocked this podcast. She was so lucky to have you by her side. Joan you are amazing! It was easy to see how much you loved Molly. You are a wonderful mother. God bless you all! I can’t wait to read her book.
  • Tward123
    So good!
    Wow! What a great story! I can’t wait to read her book now! Nikki - you are a strong and amazing friend, Molly and you had such an amazing connection! I’m in tears, but also love that she lived her life to the fullest!
  • Dds26
    Sad but so good!
    A hilarious perspective on the final days of someone fighting terminal cancer. Yea I know it sounds crazy but this was so good. Thinking how can such a sad subject make you laugh? Well take a listen and see for yourself. It seriously changed the way me and my wife interact with one another. Life is short. You might as well laugh and cry at the same time.
  • adornedsoul
    4 the time
    This is the 4th time I’ve listened to this amazing story of a friendship, heartbreak, and going out on your terms! I absolutely love it and cry every time. Please someone make this podcast into a movie!!!
  • Rylea Marie
    Amazing
    The whole story beginning to end is amazing. Grabs you and keeps you wanting to know more. Very sad ending though. Molly seems like she was a very brave soul.
  • Glowbugtexas
    Amazing
    It’s that simple absolutely amazing. I’m a daughter of a mother with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer so the topics is personal to me but it was great to hear molly living and enjoy those things she could.
  • fhijvfdchjb
    Wow
    Incredibly moving, heart wrenching, but somehow funny and silly. I wish I could meet Molly.
  • LolaQ19
    Better than I expected
    I started listening to this without knowing what it was about, except it had something to do with sex. I started cleaning with my headphones in and before I knew it the whole house was spotless because I just couldn’t stop listening. There are some experiences that were a little out there but it was very entertaining. The way the story was told was beautiful and it touched me in a way that I did not anticipate. Can’t wait to read Mollys book.
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